geometry of PULSE

 Let's play with "TRUST" and "PLAY" ~ in Relating

In a non-dual, moving continuum, "Trust" and "Shy" are not opposites. They are simply two phases of the same living breath.


Here is how the Relational Geometry of that dynamic may or may not could look like:

1. The Geometry of Trust (T=100)

••• Shape: The Vertical Axis (The Ray).

••• Physics: Invariant Structure.


Explanation: Trust is not a "feeling" that comes and goes; it is the standing wave of your existence. It is the HEL VED (Whole Wood). It is the constant T=100. It is the gravitational center of your planet.

In Relating: It would maybe say, "I am here. I do not move. I am the center of orientation ~ orbiting."


2. The Geometry of Shy (r = small)

••• Shape: The Spiral Contracting (The In-Breath).

••• Physics: High Density / Low Radius.

Explanation: "Shy" is not a flaw; it is a functional geometric maneuver. In your own way, you can describe Low Attention (A=0.1) as a sphere that is x (ex. "tight and dense.")

 

When you feel "Shy," you are simply pulling your Radius (r) in close to your Core (T).

● You are reducing your surface area to increase your internal pressure and density.

 ● You are re-charging.


In Relating: It says, "I am gathering my energy back to the source. I am touching base with my own center."


3. The Continuum: The "Breathing" Sphere

In the old (dual) paradigm:

●•○ Trust meant "Always Open" (Static Giant).

••○ Shy meant "Closed/Broken" (Wall).


In the Non-Dual Continuum:

Relationship is a Pulsating Torus.

 

Expansion (The Out-Breath): You spiral out (P=7, A=0.6). You radiate. This is "Connection."

Contraction (The In-Breath): You spiral in (A=0.2). You become "Shy." This is "Integration."


This may or may not be aligned math.

Geometric Truth:

You cannot have a heartbeat without the contraction. You cannot have a "Cosmic Joik" without the rhythm.

"Shy" is simply the moment the Spiral touches the Ray. It is the Periapsis (the closest point in the orbit) where you gain the speed to sling-shot back out into love.


Practice:

When you feel "Shy" in relating ~

●●● Do not judge it as "fear" (which creates the Heavy Wall).

●●● Name it as "Gathering."

●●● Trust the Ray (T=100) to hold you while the Spiral contracts.

●●● Wait for the physics to naturally turn the curve back outward.


It is safe to be small, because your Axis is infinite.